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ode to my first year of teaching

  • Jun. 26th, 2009 at 9:01 PM
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As much as I resent how Chicago has treated us this year, as much as I resent what working in that environment has done to my hope and idealism and mood in general, as happy as I am that it is FINALLY summer vacation, it still hurts me so much to think of not working there next year.  Say what you will about the school, we had a good thing going.  Teaching city kids, damaged by Katrina and chronic undereducation the depths of which I could not imagine until I had to confront it daily, is challenging work, but it's also what I signed up for when I chose to become a teacher in New Orleans public schools.  I love those kids.  As a team of teachers we had so much energy, so much dedication, so much support for each other.  I doubt I'll find that wherever I'm teaching next year.  What we had was special, and I hate, truly hate, that Chicago had to screw that up and then they still have the nerve to get up at 8th grade graduation and pat themselves on the back for helping these poor backwards Southerners, these poor Katrina victims who can't help themselves and must need Chicago to rescue them.  The level of paternalism, the level of condescension they showed all of us continues to anger and frustrate me.  They had no right to treat us like that.

New Orleans has enough problems of its own without Chicago importing its own.

It wasn't until the last few weeks, since my sister and neice came to visit, that New Orleans really became home for me.  I have a stake in her future.  I am no longer the wide-eyed idealist I was when I first moved here.  I've learned a few things about myself.  I've learned I'm stronger than I thought and that it's okay to ask for help.  I've learned that teachers often learn more from their students than they teach them.  I know that whatever doesn't kill you does make you stronger.  I have no idea how I survived this school year intact, but here I am and in 3 days I'm out of here 'til the end of July.  Maryland to New Brunswick to Maryland to Michigan then back to New Orleans.

I'm rambling now and Lakeview Brew actually closed 20 minutes ago.  Suffice it to say that I wouldn't give up this school year for anything but I wouldn't want to go through that again either.  We survived.  'Nuff said.

50bookchallenge: books 21-30 2009

  • Jun. 23rd, 2009 at 8:21 PM
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(6/23)   My Father's Keeper-162 pages (21/5606 pages)
(7/9)     Prozac Nation-362 pages (22/5968 pages)

I am now a "real teacher"

  • Jun. 20th, 2009 at 3:36 PM
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My Louisiana State teaching license came in the mail today.  I am now officially certified to teach mild/moderate special education, grades 1-12.

I'm celebrating with pecan pie down at Lakeview Brew, enjoying free air conditioning.  Heat index of 103* right now.  Iced chai latte is delicious.
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Issued by The National Weather Service
New Orleans/Baton Rouge, LA
11:20 am CDT, Sat., Jun. 20, 2009

... HEAT ADVISORY REMAINS IN EFFECT UNTIL 7 PM CDT THIS EVENING...

DAYTIME HIGHS IN THE MID TO UPPER 90S... COMBINED WITH HIGH HUMIDITY READINGS WILL CAUSE HEAT INDICES IN THE EARLY TO MID AFTERNOON TO REACH BETWEEN 105 AND 110 DEGREES. THESE CONDITIONS CAN INCREASE THE RISK OF HEAT RELATED ILLNESS.

PRECAUTIONARY/PREPAREDNESS ACTIONS...

A HEAT ADVISORY MEANS THAT A PERIOD OF HOT TEMPERATURES IS EXPECTED. THE COMBINATION OF HOT TEMPERATURES AND HIGH HUMIDITY WILL COMBINE TO CREATE A SITUATION IN WHICH HEAT ILLNESSES ARE POSSIBLE. DRINK PLENTY OF FLUIDS... STAY IN AN AIR-CONDITIONED ROOM... STAY OUT OF THE SUN... AND CHECK UP ON RELATIVES AND NEIGHBORS. IF POSSIBLE... REFRAIN FROM DOING OUTSIDE WORK DURING THE HOTTEST PART OF THE DAY. IF YOU MUST BE OUTDOORS... WEAR LIGHT WEIGHT... LIGHT COLORED CLOTHING... DRINK PLENTY OF WATER... SLOW DOWN AND TAKE FREQUENT BREAKS. &&

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... A HEAT ADVISORY REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR PORTIONS OF SOUTHEAST LOUISIANA AND COASTAL MISSISSIPPI UNTIL 7 PM TODAY.

.HOT WEATHER WILL CONTINUE OVER THE REGION TODAY AS A STRONG HIGH PRESSURE IN THE UPPER LEVEL OF THE ATMOSPHERE REMAINS CENTERED OVER THE GULF SOUTH REGION.

May. 2nd, 2009

  • 10:13 PM
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This post is just to show off my new New Orleans teacher icon.

50bookchallenge: books 11-20 2009

  • Apr. 12th, 2009 at 3:32 PM
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(4/22)  The Fortune Cookie Chronicles-293 pages (11/3128 pages)
(4/30)  A Hope in the Unseen-390 pages (12/3518 pages)
(5/4)    The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat-233 pages (13/3752 pages)
(5/9)    An Unquiet Mind-219 pages (14/3971 pages)
(5/20)  Reading Lolita in Tehran-343 pages (15/4314 pages)
(5/24)  The Genius Factory-258 pages (16/4572 pages)
(5/28)  A Leg to Stand On-222 pages (17/4794 pages)
(5/30)  Girl, Interrupted-169 pages (18/4963 pages)
(6/6)    Saving Louisiana?-180 pages (19/5143 pages)
(6/21)  God is Red-292 pages (20/5434 pages)

goal is 50 books for 2009
8 of 10 Caribbean books read (10/21)
25 of 100 Modern Library's Best 100 books read (6/30)  
3 of 10 New Orleans books read (2/11)

yay, more visitors!

  • Feb. 4th, 2009 at 10:02 PM
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My sister will be here over her spring break, March 14th-16th.  Alas, this time she will not have the opportunity to catch a cabbage.
St. Charles Streetcar

Start off with a drive up Esplanade to Carrollton to Canal and have lunch at Mandina's.  Then walk all the way around City Park on a crystal clear day that just doesn't happen too often in New Orleans, just warm enough and hardly any humidity.  The New Orleans Museum of Art is right there and it's free to Louisiana residents, so check that out for awhile.  Then hit Rouse's for file powder and head back down Carrollton to Basil Leaf for a delicious Thai dinner, during which you watch the streetcar rattle by and after which you walk the rest of the way up Carrollton to the Riverbend levee.  Walk along the levee for awhile, with the river on one side and the city on the other and stars shining bright overhead, only to get cut off from the rest of the city by the train.  Finally, end up at Creole Creamery for dessert of chocolate chicory ice cream in a waffle cone.  Waffle cones taste like fortune cookies.

Thanks[info]ekaterinn.  I needed that.  We both needed to not be teachers for a day.

to all my New Orleans friends

  • Jan. 22nd, 2009 at 5:13 PM
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I have free parking for my car in the school parking lot, just blocks from Endymion.  I can fit 5 in my car including me.

Only in New Orleans...could you finance the 8th grade spring trip to DC by selling parking for Mardi Gras.  At our faculty meeting this afternoon when we were discussing logistics I could only think that they'd never be able to have this conversation in Chicago.  And that is yet another reason why I don't think I could ever leave.

Jan. 5th, 2009

  • 7:56 PM
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I got a little mini-promotion today.  No extra money or anything, but I am in charge of the 504 students at my school.  In plain English, those are the students who qualify for testing accomodations like extra time or a small group setting but not for special education services.  I have to call their parents to find out if they want accomodations for LEAP (Louisiana's standardized testing) since most of the IAPs are way out of date, as much as 4 1/2 years old.  That's what evacuation all over the country will do for a kid.

They must be starting to trust me and give up some of their control.

We also had two new teachers start today, 2nd and 3rd grade.  We're now fully staffed.  Hopefully that lasts.

50 book challenge: books 1- 10 2009

  • Jan. 5th, 2009 at 5:59 PM
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(1/4)   New Amsterdam-267 pages (1/267 pages)
(1/8)   Poor Man's Provence-221 (2/488 pages)
(1/14)  We've Had a Hundred Years of Psychotherapy-And the World's Getting Worse-242 pages (3/730 pages)
(1/23)  Bayou Farewell-338 pages (4/1068 pages)
(2/11)  The Sound of Building Coffins-356 pages (5/1424 pages)
(3/3)    Lincoln's Melancholy-243 pages (6/1667 pages)
(3/16)  A Mercy-167 pages (7/1834 pages)
(4/7)  It Sucked and then I Cried-253 pages (8/2087 pages)
(4/9)  Introvert Power-237 pages (9/2424 pages)
(4/12)  Just Another Kid-411 pages (10/2835 pages)

goal is 90 books for 2008
8 of 10 Caribbean books read (10/21)
25 of 100 Modern Library's Best 100 books read (6/30)  
3 of 10 New Orleans books read (2/11)

snow day in New Orleans

  • Dec. 20th, 2008 at 9:57 AM
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how a teacher shows that it's a snow day

Snow Day! )

Today I'm thankful for...

  • Nov. 26th, 2008 at 10:52 PM
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...the in-house substitute teacher cheering me up over lunch just by listening and telling me that I'm doing a lot better than I think I am.

...teaching equivalent fractions to a 6th grader.   (Who despite being almost 14 performs on a 2nd grade level in reading, writing, and math.  Thank you New Orleans public school system.)

...sunset over the Mississippi while taking Stitch for a walk, and counting 125 train cars at the corner Mazant and Chartres.

...a long overdue after-hours haircut, on the recommendation of my 4th-6th grade fashion consultants.

...cafe au lait with soymilk and Ekaterina until the coffeeshop closed at 10 pm.

...the Louisiana Music Factory, which will get another chunk of my paycheck this weekend as I shop for Christmas presents and continue to flesh out my music collection.

This is a problem, I'm getting entirely too attached to New Orleans.  How could I ever leave?  Where could I go?

Christmas cards

  • Nov. 25th, 2008 at 8:10 PM
St. Charles Streetcar
So I just bought some very New Orleans Christmas cards at Maple Street Bookshop and I have a problem:  I need addresses to mail them to.

For the low cost of 30 seconds to leave your mailing address as a (fully screened and seen only by me) comment to this post you too can have a card shipped to you direct from the 9th Ward of New Orleans by a public school teacher who probably cares too much and definitely needs a few days off, a haircut, and coffee.

If you would like my address to fill my mailbox with pretty cards, just ask in your comment.
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New Orleans has the highest murder rate in in the United States, twice as dangerous as Detroit and Baltimore.  95 per 100,000.  Detroit is 46 and Baltimore is 45, and those are the cities the rest of my family lives near and sees on the news all the time.  We're also the second most dangerous city in the world, behind Caracas, Venezuela.  I also live in one of the more dangerous neighborhoods of New Orleans.  I like to shock people by telling them I live in the 9th Ward, like the kindergarten aide at the faculty meeting this afternoon who's a New Orleans native.

Sometimes I have to pinch myself and ask if this is really my life.  Three years ago I was fresh out of college and back living in very safe and comfortable Hampstead, Maryland, working as an AmeriCorps VISTA.  I could safely go out for a run at 11 pm.  Then I came down to New Orleans for what was supposedly just a volunteer trip in March 2006 and, as D. would say, New Orleans had "somethin' to say" about me ever leaving.  As they say, "New Orleans chooses you."  I live in the 9th Ward and teach at a school named hope.

I never had romantic ideals of New Orleans, never spent spring afternoons sipping coffee in a courtyard in the Quarter or at Jazz Fest or riding the streetcar down St. Charles.  Heck, the St. Charles streetcar wasn't even running when I came to visit and the Canal Street streetcar just ran as far as Claiborne and was free 'cause hardly anyone was visiting.  My first Mardi Gras was spent at the St. Anne parade through the neighborhood followed by dinner at Sugar Park.  My first impression of New Orleans was from the Claiborne bridge down into the Lower 9th Ward.  But jeez, I never expected to have a drive-by shooting 2 doors down on a Sunday evening.

http://www.nola.com/news/index.ssf/2008/11/new_orleans_has_highest_crime.html

http://www.foreignpolicy.com/story/cms.php?story_id=4480

In more positive news, Chicago came to visit and brought us cake this time.  If only all faculty meetings consisted of 6 layer lemon cake.

I teach at a school named "hope"

  • Nov. 5th, 2008 at 6:50 PM
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I'm impressed with how much the kids at school today knew about the election.  They were so excited to have a black man as President, finally, someone who looks like them or at least isn't white.  They have so much optimism and hope for the future.  It's inspiring just to be around them, and I hope they never lose that positive energy.

Teaching is tough but it's so totally worth it.  This is historic, both the election and what we're doing with public education in New Orleans.  We have the potential to change the world if we seize the moment.

50 book challenge: books 61-70 2008

  • Nov. 5th, 2008 at 6:48 PM
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(11/8)    Cubanita-195 pages (61/15720 pages)
(11/12)  City of Refuge-403 pages (62/16123 pages)
(11/27)  Ekaterina-373 pages (63/16496 pages)
(11/30)  Bohemian New Orleans-169 pages (64/16665 pages)
(12/13)  The Choiring of the Trees-388 pages (65/17053 pages)
(12/16)  Annie on My Mind-234 pages (66/17287 pages)
(12/18)  A Place Where the Sea Remembers-163 pages (67/17450 pages)
(12/25)  Our Grandmother's Drums-319 pages (68/17769 pages)
(12/29)  Heart Like Water-356 pages (69/18125 pages)

goal is 90 books for 2008
8 of 10 Caribbean books read (10/21)
25 of 100 Modern Library's Best 100 books read (6/30)  
2 of 10 New Orleans books read (12/29)
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A LITANY FOR SURVIVAL

For those of us who live at the shoreline
standing upon the constant edges of decision
crucial and alone
for those of us who cannot indulge
the passing dreams of choice
who love in doorways coming and going
in the hours between dawns
looking inward and outward
at once before and after
seeking a now that can breed
futures
like bread in our children's mouths
so their dreams will not reflect
the death of ours:

For those of us
who were imprinted with fear
like a faint line in the center of our foreheads
learning to be afraid with our mother's milk
for by this weapon
this illusion of some safety to be found
the heavy-footed hoped to silence us
For all of us
this instant and this triumph
We were never meant to survive.

And when the sun rises we are afraid
it might not remain
when the sun sets we are afraid
it might not rise in the morning
when our stomachs are full we are afraid
of indigestion
when our stomachs are empty we are afraid
we may never eat again
when we are loved we are afraid
love will vanish
when we are alone we are afraid
love will never return
and when we speak we are afraid
our words will not be heard
nor welcomed
but when we are silent
we are still afraid

So it is better to speak
remembering
we were never meant to survive

- Audre Lorde, The Black Unicorn

tourist in my adopted city

  • Oct. 26th, 2008 at 7:05 PM
Jackson Square
My grandparents were here for the weekend and we accomplished the following in 48 hours:

Friday night:  dinner jazz cruise on the Steamboat Natchez

Saturday:  breakfast at Cafe du Monde
ferry over to Algiers to Mardi Gras World
lunch at Napoleon House, delicious pesto pasta salad and a Pimm's Cup for me and red beans and rice for them
driving tour of Lower Nine
back to the house to take care of the animals, D. at Voodoo Fest
dinner at Deanie's Seafood

Sunday:  breakfast buffet at Orleans Cafe
10:30 church service
back to hotel room for first half of Saints game
wandering Quarter enjoying perfect weather
lunch at Johnny's Po-Boys

Then they're going to Snug Harbor for dinner and a show tonight.  All that and I didn't even have to walk down Bourbon Street once.  I'm back in love with New Orleans and extending an open invitation to y'all to visit.  :-)

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